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7 years until 40, at least half of my life done.
The moment I feared when I was a depressed teenager is coming, when I look back with nothing but regret.
I wonder how I fucked up so much. I've never been stupid, just aimless.
What if I become terminal? I've only been happy-ish and optimistic over the last four years.
I may say fuck the mortgage and blow my savings on travel until I die.
Any advice?
Shits keeping me awake at night.
7 years until 40, at least half of my life done.
The moment I feared when I was a depressed teenager is coming, when I look back with nothing but regret.
I wonder how I fucked up so much. I've never been stupid, just aimless.
What if I become terminal? I've only been happy-ish and optimistic over the last four years.
I may say fuck the mortgage and blow my savings on travel until I die.
Any advice?
Shits keeping me awake at night.