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I hear you bud, I've been feeling this way too lately. It's making focusing on studying difficult, I'm sure you can relate. I'm hear to listen or talk if you want. Wish I could do more but like I said I'm not in a very good place either. It never seems to end does it?
Yeah they put my on antidepressants and anxiety meds. I'm always tired as shit no matter how much I sleep, can't focus for shit. So I quit taking the meds because I don't know if they're causing the fatigue. Of course they tell me it's probably the depression causing the fatigue, but I can't be sleeping 8-9 hours a day and still not be able to concentrate on anything.It really gets disruptive to the point you cant do anything at all.
Please tell us you're getting help. We don't wanna worry about a fellow sherbroI have dealt with depression my whole life, but suicide is rarely something that I think about. However, it has really been on my mind the past few weeks. Now that I am in this mindset, I wonder why more people do not commit suicide. It seems like the only true cure to suffering, as anything else is just a treatment. There's a saying that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. But if you truly suffer from mental illness, the problem is not temporary at all.
For real?MikeHolmes is a previously banned troll who was busted in the War Room about supposedly joining the Army.
That is all.
He's not a troll. Just a guy having some problems and going through some things.MikeHolmes is a previously banned troll who was busted in the War Room about supposedly joining the Army.
That is all.
You don't remember MikeArmyquitte?For real?
Go read some of his threads under his old name.He's not a troll. Just a guy having some problems and going through some things.
Let it go in case he is being honest hereMikeHolmes is a previously banned troll who was busted in the War Room about supposedly joining the Army.
That is all.
I am familiar with him. Yes he feels the military is to blame for some of his problems and people disagree with that. Doesn't mean people can't be sympathetic to someone dealing with depressionGo read some of his threads under his old name.
I am familiar with him. Yes he feels the military is to blame for some of his problems and people disagree with that. Doesn't mean people can't be sympathetic to someone dealing with depression
I have dealt with depression my whole life, but suicide is rarely something that I think about. However, it has really been on my mind the past few weeks. Now that I am in this mindset, I wonder why more people do not commit suicide. It seems like the only true cure to suffering, as anything else is just a treatment. There's a saying that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. But if you truly suffer from mental illness, the problem is not temporary at all.
I don't feel the military is to blame for my problems. The one good thing about that experience is it made me realize that I needed help and it wasn't because of their simple, ignorant explanation of "being weak." That doesn't mean I don't despise the military with all my soul because they are a system that takes advantage of people and doesn't give a shit about them. I don't like knowing the military is considered "normal," but I don't blame it for where I am. I have been depressed my entire life.
i bet a lot more people would commit suicide if it wasn't excruciatingly-painful.
Yeah, I don't like the pain notion. When I was at Fort Leonard Wood and hanging myself with a belt, my instinct was to fight the strangulation. I've thought of starting up the car with the garage closed and dying by carbon monoxide. However, I have no idea if that's effective or pain-free.
Yeah I just felt that for a while you were focusing on the military thing to avoid thinking about some of this other stuff. That's a pretty normal response. I relate on the lifelong depression, been doing this nearly 25 years now and it gets tiring.