I've had a shitty past, been through a lot of things that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
Died once, was a drug addict for 15 years, was physically abused as a kid...been homeless twice and a host of other things I don't feel like talking about.
I wouldn't change anything because I wouldn't be who I am today, and I worked hard to make it through all those things.
Out past creates the future or it ruins it if you let it....I created and now I'm free.
Your an inspiration to us all sir.