Holy red flags... Hendricks Oct 20th interview -
http://www.espn.com/espnradio/podcast/archive/_/id/16787314
- before the interview he told Okamoto he wanted to disappear and wasn't sure if he wanted to continue fighting, I needed time to refocus, after I left my old management, I stopped caring, I wasn't preparing myself, I quit attacking, my wife told me if I was going to fight like that, to quit, I agreed with her, but I told her I still wanted to fight, she told me I need to train to win, now I'm training like I used to, fighting and family is very hard, I told her I need to be an athlete again, I need to put my career ahead of everything, but I don't like doing that, I wanted to be home, I wanted to be a father, but now I'm down two fights, it's a tough balance, I'm back to Oklahoma state, I was supposed to go to AKA, but it was too hard, I was only training once a day, now I'm training twice a day, I'm a father when I'm home, did a mini camp of 3 weeks, sucks being away, but this is what I go to do, my wife said she'll deal with it, my wife is my number one fan, my marriage means more to me than fighting, I have to make sure she is happy, I told her I had to travel, wrestling the young guys in Oklahoma state, I have to get back to mental aggression, I lost that mindset, I getting back to it, they treat me like a wrestler and they punish me, fighting at 185 would be easier, 175 would be ideal for me, 172, 173 is starts getting hard, I've backed off on the weight training this fight, if we had IV's I could make weight, we're trying to pull my weight down, can't do the water load anymore, I've already started my diet, 2 weeks I might be at 192, last fight I was only a pound over, but my body was running on fumes, it was trying to hold in water, in survival mode, if I lose, I'm done, I might have to say my body doesn't want to do it anymore, I'll find out when I get in there, I believe I'm still the best, I don't want to be 38/40 and still fighting, I don't want to put my wife and kids through it, going away to train and losing, I can't wait to see what I can do