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looking like stipe here buds.I haven't posted a pic in a long time so here's me and my mum on my 30th birthday last year.
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looking like stipe here buds.I haven't posted a pic in a long time so here's me and my mum on my 30th birthday last year.
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you are a lucky man, you have a very beautiful wife to come home to good sir! God bless you and your family.
Thanks dude.
My wife reminded me that I turned 42 (not 41 like I had previously, optimistically posted) twenty minutes ago (I had completely forgot about my birthday) but I’ve got 3 days and six exams before i can think about that shit.
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I love how open you are about your change. I just can’t understand what you’re feeling or why you have done the things you have (not slagging you at all here, it’s just that I can’t fathom being so unhappy with my physical attributes, that I would go through hormone therapy and multiple surgeries, just so I could feel comfortable in my own skin).Here's one of me from before the transition.
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And an opiate addiction specialist to boot, a man of many talents. Hespect20 year old jacked white boy checking in...
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Well the top 2, first one was when I was 16 and the other 17. When I was more into weightlifting...haven’t picked up a weight now for 3 years. 17 was when I took an interest in getting into mma myself after being a fan for so long and left “bodybuilding” behind, completely lost interest.
Other 3 pics is a few months ago when my current girlfriend and I went to cancun for 2 weeks. I was close to blacked out drunk pretty much the entire time as I normally am whenever I vacation to all inclusive resorts. The last pic we just got back to our room from the club at the resort and my girlfriend had her head in the toilet vomiting from too much liquor, and all I thought about was trying to take macho mirror pics. Though I was beyond fucked up at that point and had been skiing the slopes pretty hard all night. Luckily I never get sick. Lol
Planning on going back to the gym just a few days a week to get in better shape by summer, but I’d never get into the bodybuilding life, I think the whole concept of bodybuilding and flexing for a trophy to be lame.
20 year old jacked white boy checking in...
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Well the top 2, first one was when I was 16 and the other 17. When I was more into weightlifting...haven’t picked up a weight now for 3 years. 17 was when I took an interest in getting into mma myself after being a fan for so long and left “bodybuilding” behind, completely lost interest.
Other 3 pics is a few months ago when my current girlfriend and I went to cancun for 2 weeks. I was close to blacked out drunk pretty much the entire time as I normally am whenever I vacation to all inclusive resorts. The last pic we just got back to our room from the club at the resort and my girlfriend had her head in the toilet vomiting from too much liquor, and all I thought about was trying to take macho mirror pics. Though I was beyond fucked up at that point and had been skiing the slopes pretty hard all night. Luckily I never get sick. Lol
Planning on going back to the gym just a few days a week to get in better shape by summer, but I’d never get into the bodybuilding life, I think the whole concept of bodybuilding and flexing for a trophy to be lame.
Thanks dude.
My wife reminded me that I turned 42 (not 41 like I had previously, optimistically posted) twenty minutes ago (I had completely forgot about my birthday) but I’ve got 3 days and six exams before i can think about that shit.
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I don't get to come here much anymore, but I sure do want to thank many of you for being supportive of me and the things I grew to trust telling you here. I have been clean off drugs for one year now. I haven't been committed to psychiatric hold in two years, and I am going to start a new job soon and Im excited to be able to do something I never thought I could do again.
I used to be a sniper in the US Army. I went to basic with Pat Tillman. I received my sergeant stripes in three years and my staff sergeant rocker in four. I graduated every school save for special forces. Sometimes being a Ranger is enough for those that want to suffer and feel pain. I went ten years before I had a complete meltdown and was awoken in jail in Mexico and I had no clue how I got there and was more concerned about why my hands are covered in blood and hair but I learned later I did something I will never be able to undo. And I do not have the right to show up to any military veteran event until the day I die. I won't disrespect people I look up to and should have tried to role model myself after instead of whatever i did that psycho is a word that gets thrown around a lot but I'm used to it.
But im not trying to bring you guys down or complain. I just wanted to let you know I miss you guys, Im alive...and I'm going to be a husband for the first time in my life...she is the most redeeming thing ive ever come to know in my life and Im gonna Hollywood romance and hand to God be the man she always wanted..so fucking happy and that is the biggest change in life that Ive been fighting to find since I changed in Iraq once upon a time. God bless you guys. Take care.
Ps I bought her new pants! I think she really likes them! I love blowing all my money on her to be honest lol.
I got a 98 on my morning exam Thursday ambut I haven’t received the mark for my afternoon one. My last day was today. I had two exams, got 88 on one and 91 on the other. I bought a bottle of rye, went home, showered and hung out with my family.How did your tests go?
On another note, my wife just met with a Chinese businessman about opening a nursing school in China. They are so understaffed that it takes several weeks just to get blood drawn/then months to get results. So they want to open this school using programs that my wife runs at her college. This man has a net worth of 320 million! I told her that for a million, I would be ok with him touching a boob.
damnit JAGYou are still as handsome as the first day I met you... *insert double heart eyes emoji*
damnit JAG
can't complainIt's been a while! I hope you're well, bro!