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Who cares, it's just golf.
most of you guys will love this
i went out with this fatty hoping she would lose the weight because she had fb pictures from 2-3 years back in which she was fkng gorgeous and skinny but kept the boobs. 8-8.5/10, absolutely worth keeping around.
sadly she didn't lose the weight, made no effort to my knowledge to lose the weight, got it into her head that i'd accept it or that she was somehow my equal or that she had 'gotten' me already.
well she was fucking wrong.
if that made me shallow then i was and am god damn shallow.
i wish she had made the effort sometimes. But it got to the point where I was embarassed to be seen with her, merely being in her presence made me angry at myself.
I'm on an anti-depressant and anti-psychotic combo. Shit just keeps my mood stable and positive, far away from suicide anyway. It's good platform
Hey man, if shit just absolutely fails or isn't gonna happen, find a new dream. I don't bank my life on one dream. Perhaps I go for one at a time, but I always have others. Some I didn't even know I had will show themselves at times where I never expected it.
Just keep digging. I do.
No, this thread is not about Golddust's finishing move.
Can't share. Too painful.
Some day though..... There HAS to be a black man who climbs atop the world of curling....Some day....
But that day will never be mine....
(Smh)
You're getting it Anyway!
My entire life is a shattered dream.
I think about it on occasion.
I cry everytime.
Trained for years. Built my life around it. Took my first fight. Hired a s & c coach and really went all out in camp. Injured my knee three weeks out. Spent almost 20 grand on mri's, physical therapists, personal trainers, medical massage, rolfing, chiropractors and etc.....none of it worked. In fact the left knee went bad too and then the chiropractor seriously jacked up my back.
Now 3 years later I've gone from being in the best shape of my life to 15 lbs overweight and barely able to walk. I use a cane at concerts and events that require extended periods of standing at 27 years old. Having lost the ability to participate in almost all forms of physical activity I have no hobbies or activities to derive happiness from. I wake up in the morning, go to work, play playstation, and wait for death to come. I consider killing myself but will at least wait until my parents are dead so as to not ruin their final years.
Can't share. Too painful.
Some day though..... There HAS to be a black man who climbs atop the world of curling....Some day....
But that day will never be mine....
(Smh)