not at all, I don't believe in that alpha horseshit at all, not one bit.
I just watched a docu on Randy Rhoads, the prodigy guitarist, never knew much about him, sounded like my kind of guy, hated other musicians who were arrogant and always had time to teach, sounded like a super guy, what a loss. In a perfect world, everyone would be like that.
At any rate, I tend to take after my Native American father who's culture really frowned upon that type of competing, it was never comfortable for me but now that I'm old, I've actually turned nasty instead of really letting it bother me. I used to tolerate things that I should have never tolerated. So, no, absolutely not, you got me pegged all wrong.
What really boggles my mind is all the old men I see still acting like that, that really just puzzles me. Some of the most immature martial artists I've known were the oldest ones. I used to think when I was young, "aren't you supposed to grow out of that?" But, well, look at the people who run our world and how they act, so, no, we all get fucked over by those one way or another.