May he rest in peace and i hope his family and friends find the strength to endure these difficult times.
My condolences.
@The Legendary Scarface please don't feel guilty about anything regarding him. You described him as a very good person and a very good friend and i'm certain he was just as happy to have someone like you, who appreciated him much, as friend as well.
Take care.
To everyone else: if you struggle with your mental health, be open about it. Don't worry about what people might think about you.
Also: give yourselves time and don't be too hard on yourselves.
If anyone needs someone to talk, hit me up, although i don't always respond immediately i'll try to help you.