I feel like shit, maybe writing some of this shit is threapy fo me, maybe not. I have been with my (sounds so weird to say it, my x) for 2,5 years. We were engaged (which reminds me I dropped over 5k on her ring which is not chump change for me). It is Thanksgiving day and I feel like putting a fucken bullet through my head. I don't want to eat, not cause im being a pussy but because my stomach is all fucked up. I guess I've fallen into such a pattern, you know, having someone there in all situations, good and bad, and now its gone just like that. What the fuck do I do. My first instinct is giving up on everything but for the sole sake of seeing that as a win for her (even though I eneded it), I refuse to quit. Anyway, I won't bore you guys with my whimpering and bitching and I'm truly sorry if it comes off that way. Just wanted to know if this happened to anyone else and how they got over it. Thanks in advance guys. most of you guys have been a pretty good support group wether you know it or not.