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Keosawa's Powerlifting Log

Amazing intensity on that deadlift video. Thats pretty good news, glad you dont need surgery. Keep up the good work keo!

I love the reaction of the people behind you when you start screaming. They go like "Holy shit, WTF, and lol, this guys serious"
 
Amazing intensity on that deadlift video. Thats pretty good news, glad you dont need surgery. Keep up the good work keo!

I love the reaction of the people behind you when you start screaming. They go like "Holy shit, WTF, and lol, this guys serious"

I'm actually in that group kind of narrating Kyle's actions to a fellow (new) team member. I recall telling her that Kyle sometimes yells himself hoarse at meets. I LOVE watching Kyle deadlift at meets, it's a freaking gift. The room actually gets dead quiet after he's done with his amping up and goes to put his hands on the bar--dead quiet. It's seriously the one time during these meets that this happens. I've seen it multiple times now and it's one of the cooler things I've seen at any meet.
 
I'm actually in that group kind of narrating Kyle's actions to a fellow (new) team member. I recall telling her that Kyle sometimes yells himself hoarse at meets. I LOVE watching Kyle deadlift at meets, it's a freaking gift. The room actually gets dead quiet after he's done with his amping up and goes to put his hands on the bar--dead quiet. It's seriously the one time during these meets that this happens. I've seen it multiple times now and it's one of the cooler things I've seen at any meet.

Do they announce the weights and make a big deal of 573@148 or does he attract that type of audience on his own?
 
Do they announce the weights and make a big deal of 573@148 or does he attract that type of audience on his own?

The announcers don't usually really make a big deal out of it--they just announce the weight, sometimes his weight class. It's seriously Kyle's actions around the lift that get people this into it, and it's not like that's really his intent, I think, with those actions--at least not the majority of the intent. He just generates this energy in the room that's kind of amazing. I think it's one of the most concrete examples of this almost unearthly self-possession he has. He's so absolutely self-focused in that moment, and there's a purity to that focus that I think people strive to achieve for decades that he has found at this stage of his life. That's the best way I can put it, anyway--yeah, I'm his girlfriend, so "I would say that," but perhaps it's one of the reasons I'm his girlfriend. It's amazing. A personality like Kyle's is the difference between being able to persevere through training as consistently and intensely as he has AND achieve what he has and...not.

Alright, man, I'm just going to stop myself. People are going to start ragging on me. But I will say that strength training is far more than physical training--there's so much to the psychology behind it, and how you comport yourself psychologically can be the difference between mediocre and great. The remarkable thing about Kyle's log here is that you DO get to see the thinking behind the actions he takes, at least periodically.
 
I'm actually in that group kind of narrating Kyle's actions to a fellow (new) team member. I recall telling her that Kyle sometimes yells himself hoarse at meets. I LOVE watching Kyle deadlift at meets, it's a freaking gift. The room actually gets dead quiet after he's done with his amping up and goes to put his hands on the bar--dead quiet. It's seriously the one time during these meets that this happens. I've seen it multiple times now and it's one of the cooler things I've seen at any meet.

Awesome
 
The announcers don't usually really make a big deal out of it--they just announce the weight, sometimes his weight class. It's seriously Kyle's actions around the lift that get people this into it, and it's not like that's really his intent, I think, with those actions--at least not the majority of the intent. He just generates this energy in the room that's kind of amazing. I think it's one of the most concrete examples of this almost unearthly self-possession he has. He's so absolutely self-focused in that moment, and there's a purity to that focus that I think people strive to achieve for decades that he has found at this stage of his life. That's the best way I can put it, anyway--yeah, I'm his girlfriend, so "I would say that," but perhaps it's one of the reasons I'm his girlfriend. It's amazing. A personality like Kyle's is the difference between being able to persevere through training as consistently and intensely as he has AND achieve what he has and...not.

Alright, man, I'm just going to stop myself. People are going to start ragging on me. But I will say that strength training is far more than physical training--there's so much to the psychology behind it, and how you comport yourself psychologically can be the difference between mediocre and great. The remarkable thing about Kyle's log here is that you DO get to see the thinking behind the actions he takes, at least periodically.

*wipes tear*
 
In seriousness, it is wonderful to have the support of loved ones, makes a huge difference in many areas of life. I also see what you are saying about Keo's intensity, being in the groove, etc.
 
Glad to hear that your injury is treatable with therapy. Just keep pushing, as I know you will.

Killer 'stache, by the way.
 
In seriousness, it is wonderful to have the support of loved ones, makes a huge difference in many areas of life. I also see what you are saying about Keo's intensity, being in the groove, etc.

yah, I agree, support is awesome. Kyle gives me a huge amount of it. It's one of the best gifts anyone can give you.
 
Amazing intensity on that deadlift video. Thats pretty good news, glad you dont need surgery. Keep up the good work keo!

I love the reaction of the people behind you when you start screaming. They go like "Holy shit, WTF, and lol, this guys serious"

I'm sure some people find it ridiculous, but I train in a commercial gym where I can't make a lot of noise and draw attention to myself, so this is my one opportunity to allow myself to be emotional. I certainly don't do it on every attempt, but I will on occasion call upon it if it's an important one.

I'm actually in that group kind of narrating Kyle's actions to a fellow (new) team member. I recall telling her that Kyle sometimes yells himself hoarse at meets. I LOVE watching Kyle deadlift at meets, it's a freaking gift. The room actually gets dead quiet after he's done with his amping up and goes to put his hands on the bar--dead quiet. It's seriously the one time during these meets that this happens. I've seen it multiple times now and it's one of the cooler things I've seen at any meet.

My opinion is that meets SHOULD be fun to watch; I'm certainly not trying to perform, but at the same time, you shouldn't be afraid to show that you care. I'm not one of these guys who thinks that there's any one "proper" way to act when competing--everyone has their style.

Do they announce the weights and make a big deal of 573@148 or does he attract that type of audience on his own?

Sometimes they do, sometimes they don't. It just depends upon who's announcing. I've been doing meets in this town for the last few years now, so you meet a lot of people over that time. I'd imagine I've probably already met--or at least competed around--a lot of the lifters and spectators there.

The announcers don't usually really make a big deal out of it--they just announce the weight, sometimes his weight class. It's seriously Kyle's actions around the lift that get people this into it, and it's not like that's really his intent, I think, with those actions--at least not the majority of the intent. He just generates this energy in the room that's kind of amazing. I think it's one of the most concrete examples of this almost unearthly self-possession he has. He's so absolutely self-focused in that moment, and there's a purity to that focus that I think people strive to achieve for decades that he has found at this stage of his life. That's the best way I can put it, anyway--yeah, I'm his girlfriend, so "I would say that," but perhaps it's one of the reasons I'm his girlfriend. It's amazing. A personality like Kyle's is the difference between being able to persevere through training as consistently and intensely as he has AND achieve what he has and...not.

Alright, man, I'm just going to stop myself. People are going to start ragging on me. But I will say that strength training is far more than physical training--there's so much to the psychology behind it, and how you comport yourself psychologically can be the difference between mediocre and great. The remarkable thing about Kyle's log here is that you DO get to see the thinking behind the actions he takes, at least periodically.

I enjoy those moments tremendously; they occur so infrequently that it's a pretty monumental occasion for me. For context, I've missed 573 lbs. twice already in competition; the first time I missed it was at least a year ago. So, I had it in my hands over a year ago, and now I have another chance to complete it. A lot has gone on over that period, and it's being compressed into one tiny segment of time, and I appreciate being able to have that sort of an experience.

Ultimately, I just try to enjoy those moments--I don't really feel any pressure to get the lift or not at that point. I try to build myself up emotionally, and I think other people respond to that. Let's be honest--I've done hundreds of deadlifts just to go from 568 to 573 in competition. A lot of work is done for a few pounds, and I think if you allow that to come through, people will respond. If you can get an audience invested, then you can draw energy from them.

It's just hard for me to articulate what's so great about these moments. You get to have this showdown with an obstacle that's so condensed in time that it's been distilled down to a matter of seconds; you put all your energy into it and just see what happens. It's a pretty special experience.

In seriousness, it is wonderful to have the support of loved ones, makes a huge difference in many areas of life. I also see what you are saying about Keo's intensity, being in the groove, etc.

Agreed! What I like about doing meets here is that interest builds over the course of the meet--by deadlifts, you get big groups of lifters and spectators watching. And we had thirteen team members competing at this meet; you can feel their support as you lift, and you don't want to miss anything and disappoint them.

Well.... I've got nothing on that intensity.

lol. I just get to save it up for the meets. It's different when you're quiet in training for months.
 
Fucking great stache.

We got a divorce. So sad.

Glad to hear that your injury is treatable with therapy. Just keep pushing, as I know you will.

Killer 'stache, by the way.

Yeah, I'm pretty excited about that. The diagnosis was fantastic: it's probably going to heal on its own, it's not going to keep me from squatting and deadlifting, and it's not wimpy enough so that I look like a tremendous pussy for doing poorly at the meet. Everybody wins, in my mind.

Of course, in hindsight, I might have just done push/pull, but whatever.
 
Ultimately, I just try to enjoy those moments--I don't really feel any pressure to get the lift or not at that point. I try to build myself up emotionally, and I think other people respond to that. Let's be honest--I've done hundreds of deadlifts just to go from 568 to 573 in competition. A lot of work is done for a few pounds, and I think if you allow that to come through, people will respond. If you can get an audience invested, then you can draw energy from them.

I'm not a competitor but I really enjoyed this bit. I find I feed greatly off of those around me. If the vibe is positive when I'm getting amped up for a maximal attempt things just sort of click. That's the best way I can describe it. I just know, somehow, before I even begin the attempt that I'll make it. Sort of a self-fulfilling deal but everytime I've had this feeling before a lift I make it. The feeling is very intense and focused but at the same time quite calm.

Speaking of, I get to test maxes tomorrow. I feel inspired to at least set a rage PR.
 
Saw your video log from yesterday; good to see you back working on squats again and feeling okay.

Couple of questions:
1) How do you keep records of all of your PRs and workouts? I presume you don't exclusively use online forums for your log; do you keep something in an Excel doc with multiple tabs/sheets, etc to keep things organized?

2) I've posted a video in a thread asking for help picking squat max effort variations and accessory lifts; if you could leave some feedback/recommendations, you'd have my gratitude: http://forums.sherdog.com/forums/f1...stance-max-variations-video-included-2454039/
 
Saw your video log from yesterday; good to see you back working on squats again and feeling okay.

Couple of questions:
1) How do you keep records of all of your PRs and workouts? I presume you don't exclusively use online forums for your log; do you keep something in an Excel doc with multiple tabs/sheets, etc to keep things organized?

2) I've posted a video in a thread asking for help picking squat max effort variations and accessory lifts; if you could leave some feedback/recommendations, you'd have my gratitude: http://forums.sherdog.com/forums/f1...stance-max-variations-video-included-2454039/

I don't use any log beyond an online forum. I just keep all my numbers logged in my mind; I have a pretty good idea of all my past PRs and training sessions, and I know when things took place. But when I write programming for myself, I'll oftentimes do it on an Excel spreadsheet.

And I'll drop by at some point either today or tomorrow to take a look--happy to do so.
 


The first day of my two-week "introductory" mesocycle:

Deadlift
135x3
135x3
225x3
315x3
405x2
440x4
440x4
440x4
460x3
460x3
460x3

2.5" Block Pulls
285x10
285x10
285x10

Seated GHRs
155x12
155x12
155x12
 
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