I'll ignore most of the rest of your babbling.
Not a bad idea
If you have an opinion on something then state it as such, otherwise why not just talk about facts,
Who knows what facts are
I'm not your psychiatrist. No offence but maybe it's time to make an appointment.
I got an appointment in April. So I can say hi how my days been how I feel fine talk for 10-15 minutes and she gets paid. Its just for her to get paid, out of my gratitude, cause her giving me the green light to reduce my meds made me feel good about it and it worked. Now she says to stop it altogether but yep like I said am tapering it off. Lol crazy. I don´t pay for it it´s part of health care. I never had psychiatrist give me advice ect. It´s foolish.Meanwhile whether you are struggling or not if you say stupid shit don't be surprised if you get a response.
Of course. I log in sometimes expecting a shit storm and people to tell me to get.... I don´t know, like banned or ridicule me. I sometimes think I better not log in today or for the next 3 days. But it´s not bad, people are nice here. I´m too curious so I end up logging in anyways.
Maybe you are just a troll and that's what gets you off?
Nah it´s just my online instincts and being balkanese lol. I talk shit occasionaly. I got banned on instagram recently XD, had to make a new one.
Sorry I threw a jab at you
life must be so hard when you are that deficient.
deficient at what ? Ah you mean autistic spectrum something ? Nah I´m smart. Doctors said when I was a small kid that I´m very inteligent, German doctors lol. I was always smart. The mental illness part came from diverse puberty stuff, failing school, unhealthy habbits. Also I had the most horrible sleeping paterns at parts of my life. I watched like horror movies and slept with the light on for 2 months when I was like 13. I would always go to bed at like 2. Sleep deprivation eats your brain up

. And being atheistic cursing at God. So the devil went after me

. But I found my faith at 27. Be careful out there, the devil can come and test your faith my bro

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I mean I still finished gymnasium which is the best high school type in Europe, granted we cheated for me to even get in. I could study German, English, enroled succesfully - second best entry test scores, however I don´t like studying and just stayed there a few months cause the city had a MMA gym and mine only had boxing. Just speaking english and german I can get jobs. I literaly speak German, Croatian and English. I got a deficiency at Kurac and picka ti materina, salim se brate, ovo su samo izrazi balkanski ne znace nista. Jebote pas

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Ok so you need education on the topic, you think if someone had some psychological episode they are stupid. Ok. That is wrong. You can have one too if you do things wrong, noone is immune to it. We all can short term fry our brain and go into some episode lol.
EDIT - DAMN I just went to another thread and see where you are talking about your mental problems and now I feel a bit bad. I will eave this post as is but please consider stepping back and looking at what you are doing here. I won't be responding to any more troubling posts, good luck dude.
Good luck to you too, thanks.