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Does everyone get those periods where they get pretty demoralised though? Going through a period right now where I'm seeing everyone else who started training after I did pass me by, skillwise, and I seem to be going completely backwards from where I ever even got to. At present I can't even hold my own against somebody who has been training for maybe a month or so, also I've noticed everyone else has changed physically since they started training; looking leaner and more in shape. I weigh the exact same amount as I did 2 years ago when I started training. Not making any progress in any direction at all, and in the back of my mind I'm always wondering if people are just looking at me like a big joke; "what's this dumbass still even doing here?" kind of a thing.
Fuckin sucks, can't wait till something happens and some change breaks through.
You should try to figure out exactly what is holding you back. Whilst the "just keep training" advice is correct, you can probably do better than that. For instance, if everyone else is looking physically better then maybe work on your body a bit more - sort out your diet, do weights, run in the mornings until you too are looking the part. If others are physically superior to you then you're gonna have trouble with them until your skill is quite a bit better than theirs. That could be a long time or even never for people who are accelerating past you.
Look at your approach to training and sparring. You have to balance trying out new stuff and winning rolls. If you focus too much on just one then your development can suffer. Are you trying out new moves each session? If so then maybe focus on just a few linked moves for a month at a time. I'm sure if you put your mind to it and ask your instructors, you'll be able to work out what your weaknesses are in terms of how you approach the game. If you can then you'll get better quicker than merely plodding on (although that will work too over time).
Maybe you're mentally hanging on to a bit of advice you got early on like "relax and don't use too much strength" and taking it too far. Or maybe despite feeling humble, you're not acting it and not listening and following advice in some areas. Maybe you focus too hard on forcing something to happen according to "the book" and therefore don't react to the situation as actually us. Only you can figure that out.