Hi. Seems you're sort of talking about me. Mid twenties, been interested in grappling-based MA for a while, haven't made a move yet.
Why not?
I'm not really into fighting. I'm more about the art part than about the martial. I don't do aggression, it's kind of offputting. But hey, training shouldn't be about aggression anyway, amirite?
The prospect of some guy's sweat dripping into my face isn't something that makes me jump for joy.
The physical closeness thing is a bit intimidating, it would take me some getting used to.
The prospect of getting smashed by some dude trying to prove a point or shore up his manliness doesn't really do wonders for my motivation to run out and join a school either.
I'm not small so I wouldn't have the problem of finding suitably sized training partners, but I am unfit and still kind of crawling out of the hole a severe back injury dumped me in a couple of years ago. So the prospect of being the least fit of a group, and a bit more fragile than most, isn't that nice.
None of that would stop me though. What does stop me?
You don't have to spend more than 5 minutes on BJJ and grappling forums to run into huge amounts of sexism.
As a community, YOU JUDGE WOMEN's BODIES. All the time.
Any time a female grappler comes up on this forum: She's hot - she's ugly - you'd roll with her, but not with her - she's a fatty, etc etc etc. Any discussion about her abilities is a distant secondary to the all important matter of if you would fuck her if you had the chance.
Even the guys in this topic who are writing about the women at their school, wondering why there aren't more, write in the same sentence 'she's hot'.
How do you think most women feel about the prospect of walking into a gym, if they can expect based on what they've found online, that every guy is going to rate her on fuckability? Sounds appealing? Yeah, it's not. Because if the answer is positive and she's deemed hot, she might end up being looked at and touched in ways that are unwanted and inappropriate in a body-neutral zone like a dojo. And if the answer is negative, she will have exactly the same but in the opposite direction.
Every time someone on these forums posts the pic of the bikini girls doing the RNC, or the fatty pics, what your posts are saying to any women who read (and I bet there are more than you'd think, among the lurkers) "Hey, who you are and how good your BJJ is - or could be - doesn't matter. What do you look like?"
If you think this only scares off less attractive women you'd be wrong. Nobody feels confident all the time, and knowing that you are welcome solely based on your looks isn't a great feeling either.
So yeah, certainly it helps if there are female changing rooms and toilets - it's nice to feel that we're expected to be there, that there's space for us, that we're welcome. And it helps if there's already women training there, especially if there are some coloured belts among them. That signals that it's a good place to be for women, that the community is welcoming. And a women's class could be really helpful to lower the threshold while we get more comfortable with the whole physical-closeness-to-strangers thing.
But what's going to really make a major difference is if you, as the BJJ community both online and in the gym, stop judging women's bodies. So that women like me can walk into a gym and expect to be judged on our skills, drive, focus, sense of humour, friendliness, and dedication.