Thoughts of suicide

Zer said:
That's good to hear bro. I've also been suicidal in the past but now I'm glad I stuck around
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Yeah, suicidal thoughts suck. but believing there might be light at the end of the tunnel is what gets me through life. Also knowing you have family that loves is helpful as well. The world sucks and people suck but knowing that you have family that loves you is enough to get me through life.

Fuck I wish I had a woman also, sucks being alone.
 
This I should a hard topic for me because I've lost 2 best friends to suicide.

All I can say is TS, you've just got to fight on for your son. When you feel at your lowest or just low and energetic, call someone, anyone. Ride this until better times.
 
Robocok said:
Thanks for the kind words gents. I felt ashamed at posting this earlier, like I'm so weak for having these thoughts, but I don't think I could ever go through with it. Things would have to be a million times worse and I would never check out and leave my son on his own (never ever) but man, I was more depressed last week than I've ever been in my life.

Everyone who admits to having the dark feelings sometimes, thanks. It means a lot knowing other people whose posts I enjoy go through this too.
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No need to feel ashamed, life can throw us for a loop sometimes, do whatever it takes to get back on track.
 
We should build a society that does more to support those with depression. A society that focuses on the bloom that is life, instead of fading trends. Right now, that society is merely a hazy pipe dream of sophisticated, reflective beings. But we are in the right vehicle to get there. Life may not become better for you, but it will become better for others. Have solace in that and in the mechanisms of time and knowledge.
 
Horse Style said:
I am torn on the suicide issue. While I won't encourage someone to do it, I also won't do the whole "you matter, it gets better" mantra because I don't know the person's situation.

And it doesn't always get better
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It doesn't, but it's always the result of factors that's usually can be modified.

Often it can be the result of inflammation or unresolved trauma, disease or circumstance.

It is rare that a person cannot be helped.
 
Thanks guys. Just going through another really strange period in life again. I've always had thoughts like this. But met someone a year ago that had me moving in the forward direction. But she's turned out to be extremely difficult to understand and communicate with and I'm not sure I want to be with her anymore. To top it off, despite neither of EVER wanting a kid, we are having a boy in February.

So we've been getting a shitload of pressure from her super Christian (so is she and I'm an athiest, problem #47) parents to get married. I refused to do it on their timeline and she finally agreed. But I am supposed to be moving in her house here where I live next month. She actually lives an hour and a half away right now. Supposed to move their eventually.

But now in a huge fight and she won't talk to me, because I was being a dick Saturday (sick and tired of her cunty responses to things) and I apparently didn't speak up enough when my mom called her my ex's name 4x that day. She asked me about it in the car and I had no clue what to say, so didn't say shit. Got in more trouble for that.

I'm just so tired of being stressed out of my gourd 24/7. It's fucking exhausting.
 
I have contemplated suicide pretty much everyday since I was a little child. Even though I am 99% positive I would never actually do it, I still would rather not be alive most of the time. No matter the coping method used whether it is therapy, meds, higher power, or just sheer willpower it is always an underlying feeling pretty much non stop even during my most happy moments throughout my life. Sucks that so many people have these chemical issues within their brain that causes so may issues. It really is no fun. I am just not quite selfish enough to do it and hurt my family and friends, but I always think about it. Not even like specifics or methods, it is just a constant "I really wish I were not alive anymore". I have had these thoughts literally in the middle of having sex as well in the past. That is how ever present it is.
 
*Z* said:
You certainly can't take care of your son if you're not alive. You made the right choice.
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This. People who commit suicide often think no one cares about them. But imagine how your son would feel if you were no longer there for him.
 
And to the assholes putting people down for posting this type of shit on a message board, what people who don't deal with this don't understand and refuse to acknowledge or get is that SOMETIMES just the mere posting of something regardless of the responses can be a cathartic act that will keep those bad feelings at bay at least for a while.

If you don't like the posts, just skip them.
 
Brodels said:
Is it wrong to wish for a miscarriage?
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