Thoughts of suicide

[45ACP]

If anyone is struggling right now know that there are people who care about you, even if it's us jerks on this stupid message board. (I'm a little drunk again)

 

[Mike]

Yeah, just about every day. Especially lately, with my health going to shit again and my anxiety ramping up.

Keep waiting for a break so I can catch my second wind, but it isn't coming.

 

[DariusTheGreat]

My philosophy with suicide is why hasten the inevitable? You'll have eternity to be dead so make the best out of life.

cause life is so miserable you just want it to end

 

[Robocok]

What movie?

Definitely had my share of suicidal thoughts. Almost did it once too, but my friend convinced me not to and made me watch a movie with him that oddly enough made me rethink.

The last year I've ha a number of serious suicidal ideation despite being free of these thoughts or nearly 8 years, but thoughts of my future wife keep me strong. I love her more than i love myself and she is worth sticking round for even if some days im a grumpy pants.
I remind myself that no matter how bad it gets, it can only get better if i think i should kill myself, because at that point a simple smile or a funny comedy can brighten my day even if only for a moment. These moments can compound, and continue.

Glad you made the right choice OP.

 

[Badger67]

What movie?

Wristcutters. The movie is decent, but the concept of "what if you go to some more fucked up place than here" is kind of what got to me.

 

[GSP_37]

I watched yesterday's Lisa Ling CNN TV show where she spontaneously stripped fully nude in front of nude disabled guy and his nude sex surrogate therapist. In the earlier segment, a big tittie woman sex coach whatevers was featured. Searching for her nudes led to something suggesting she committed suicide in a hotel lobby. Weird when a life coach ends up doing suicide.