Long time lurker, first time poster. Created an account just to write here…
First, I would like to commend Erik for his courage and bravery, and his transparency.
Secondly, I would like to thank toasty for his humor
Thirdly, I would like to thank the sherbros for encouraging Erik to become part of a team. It will make a world of a difference for you Erik with people genuinely in your corner. I get the feeling you are a loner, I could be wrong, but consider breaking through your limitations by joining a team. Don’t just practice somewhere, join a team. I feel like your breakthrough isn’t going to be from defeats, but rather forgiveness, you forgiving others for their trespasses against you, and reopening your arms. Together we stand; divided we fall.
Have you ever watched Happy Gilmore? Do you remember when Chubs told Happy he needed to train more? Happy wasn’t ready for the big leagues, and I’m concerned about this bare knuckle contest you’re scheduling. In time you will be ready , like how Jean-Claude Van Damme was in Bloodsport, but I encourage you to post pone BBK events and continue finding pro mma fights instead in the meantime. With every loss, you become a scarier and scarier opponent for your opponents. Their fear of loss will consume them, while you will be completely free from it. Fight for love, and you will become the fighter you are meant to be