Im seeing a bare knuckle fight coming up in April on his tapology. Dont worry though its at 170 so cut an addition ten pounds, that will help. Going the Rockhold route and trying every combat until something sticks.
Kidding aside I really think its very dumb and bordering on disrespectful to keep fighting without a team or proper training. Why would you think you can beat a pro who actually trains and most likely with other actual fighters? Stop with the animal spirit, Thai monk, inner journey blah blah blah mumbo jumbo bs. You are going to get killed if you keep this up. Its wildly selfish behavior. Just stop or take it serious.