Wow, it feels like I haven't updated forever. I relapsed on the booze. It had been 2.5 years, and for some reason I decided to drink one day. That turned into a 2 day binge with calling into work, and then a day full of anxiety attacks. Ridiculous.
Anyways, my binging is pretty hardcore if I do it, and I don't really eat during the time I'm drinking. My weight is at 169 lbs right now. I'm going to do the Bas Rutten Cd's tonight and get back on track. I'm back at work today and trying to get in gear. I can't believe I fucked up, but it's time to move forward. I told them I was really sick with the flu at work, and when I got to work my coworker said, "Man, you look pale and don't look good at all."
I was scheduled to try to hit PR's on Squat and Deadlift this weekend, but I don't know how that's going to go. I'm going to start bulking next week regardless.