Squat
Barx5
Barx5
135x3
225x2
275x2
315x2
365x2
410x3
440x3
465x1 (racked after first rep)
Box Squat
135x3
225x1
315x1
405x1 (ugh; quit after this)
Standing Goodmorning
135x5
185x5
225x5
275x3
Awful squat session. 440x3 went pretty well, but my single rep on 465 was miserable, and I racked it after the first attempt to avoid missing any reps. My squat is so damn inconsistent, and some days I feel like I don't even know what I'm doing.
After this bad session, I went to run a screening for my students, and after that, I went back to the gym to inexplicably test a bench max:
Bench Press (paused)
Barx5
95x3
135x1
185x1
225x1
255x1
285x1
300x0
Very dumb on my part. 285 flew up, but I just missed 300 for whatever reason. I'm confident that I will be at 300+ soon if I stay the course, but I can't get in my own way by testing a bench max one day after pause pressing and three days after a full bench session.
I pressed too hard yesterday and for the first time in a while was broken down a bit by the training. It has been a long and difficult training cycle. It's been rewarding, but it has been difficult. I have taken four days off since my last meet, and only one of those days was by choice. In short, I need to slow it down and not beat myself to death--and CERTAINLY not make stupid training decisions. Babyeater had to listen to me drone on for hours about my training last night, and she was a really good sport about it.
Anyway, I'm having a rough 24 hours with regards to my training. I'm going to try to suck it up and just get myself back on track today. I'm still irrationally deflated, but I'll be OK.