I don't even know you? The first thing you said was "Let fight in real life," you were just baiting me to respond since I said nothing insulting to you? You are the one I am worried about. A small person inside who has to act like something he is not. I hope your 13 or younger because you have the mentality of an 8 year old. Nothing you said offended me to be honest. I just think it is a cry for help in another way.
I don't know you personally but I am sure if I did and your background I would have pity on you. I would never tell you to kill yourself and if you did no one cares. You have issues dude.I am not the one that is going to help you in the wrong direction. Your mis directing your anger in the wrong direction. You can use it in the right direction. Why don't you focus on that and break through whatever your going through. Wish you the best really and I hope you get help. I Honestly do!