I have a theory that a psychotic can't watch a classic movie, or even a good movie ....period.
I tried to once, I ended up at the Grand Canyon. Best day of my life. Take a couple buddies on your mission, would be my advice
Don't forget your Crocs, cargo shorts, and MAGA hat.
You better be railing lines or some shit my guy
I only got the one life to go on, but I can't imagine looking through, that's it's not just a manifest of deathwith I can't explain, well of course I can explain, but...I've absorbed my heroes, who all died or went nuts, and I'm still here for them. I mean that. I'm whatever the fuck I am, but I carry my heroes and none of them got to carry me, so good for me. All the apologies in the world, and none. My day will come, my reckoning is at hand. But who's the last guy who said and meant he try to carry his heroes. That ain't a line. Not looking for applause, this is home, ....a good song wouldn't hurt
I ain't. But if there's one thing I could leave here beyond the quips and the dumb threads, hey they say when you die nobody remembers you for what your said, just how you made them feel. ...well that sucks. I'd be glad if you felt me, but I was never here for how you felt about me or make grand waves, I would hope sometimes what I meant to say, granted my medium of communication is always the most direct, ...and I tried much harder than it looks. That, is simple directive from Jim Morrison when he played in a club and ripped his heart out, and the band said wtf, and he said one life, the performance is all. That's a paraphrase, but it wasn't to me. I've been alive a present every moment here, ...maybe not present every moment, but people have asked what I've done with my life, you can't just walk the earth like this. Well, well things were looking down, being a Sherdog Kingpin fell into my lap. Maybe not fullfilling my wicked destiny, but you tell that to masses who've lives I've intruded on to keep me alive.Are you on a mushroom journey right now my guy?
I ain't. But if there's one thing I could leave here beyond the quips and the dumb threads, hey they say when you die nobody remembers you for what your said, just how you made them feel. ...well that sucks. I'd be glad if you felt me, but I was never here for how you felt about me or make grand waves, I would hope sometimes what I meant to say, granted my medium of communication is always the most direct, ...and I tried much harder than it looks. That, is simple directive from Jim Morrison when he played in a club and ripped his heart out, and the band said wtf, and he said one life, the performance is all. That's a paraphrase, but it wasn't to me. I've been alive a present every moment here, ...maybe not present every moment, but people have asked what I've done with my life, you can't just walk the earth like this. Well, well things were looking down, being a Sherdog Kingpin fell into my lap. Maybe not fullfilling my wicked destiny, but you tell that to masses who've lives I've intruded on to keep me alive.
I don't believe in shit. But the fact that I don't and wanna be me makes me a superhero. How many fucking times have you been here and said who the fuck, what the fuck, I don't get it? - Get a death wish, and prove it, over and over. People pick up on that shit surprisingly quick. I don't wanna die. But I kinda do. It helps if you have a big heart. But if you know the audience and you get their respect out of the gate, which means behind the scenes. When you got your legitimacy locked and you care. Life is a trip. You walk right over idiots. Or you get shot.
I would love coke, just not in my cards. Schrooms have been a long time, but always the best for me, just a long time. i don't pursue, but a trusted girl, yeah I would. Schrooms were good to me
Sherbros pay for puss?
Man.....that's some deep shit.. you say you don't wanna die but you kinda do. Well I don't want you to die. Go to Vegas and rescue some toots.
You're way too smart for me my friend.....what I got out of that is you tried to end it but didn't. I'm glad you are still here. You are certainly a wild nut but keep rocking it.Well, Leaving Las Vegas is one of those fucking brilliant titles, because he left Las Vegas, I mean the writer. But I lived the movie and the book and screenplay, a bunch of times. Those weren't little works or art and medium. Very little shit resonates with me as I'm watching it, I'm in tears through the whole thing, and I wasn't alone watching it. Oh god, fuck. I got phonecalls after the movie. Two I think, from people ago. I get it, but no, and at the time it was bad. Sparing details, I'm here, I didn't. If it's better or not, I don't think I will ever give myself that, but if I can't, shouldn't I try to be happy. I know my gift is being wild nut, but it killed all my heroes, everyone one. This wasn't a dark thread.