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I lost my wife yesterday.

sweetviolenturg said:
She's gone. She passed away in her sleep for no apparent reason in the wee hours of the morning & I'm in total shock. I'm completely & utterly devastated. And I hurt so bad that it's even painful to breathe. Fuck, I don't even want to draw my next breath without her.

I'm posting here as a means to vent & to reach out because I'm totally alone here in Arizona. I've reached out to family, of course, but I still haven't notified her friends via phone or Facebook yet because I just can't face crying anymore. But I still need to distract myself from the emptiness & silence of this house. So, I've got the television on loud & I'm composing this as my heart lies shattered in my chest.

God, I loved her so much, guys. I mean, I think it was pretty obvious by how much I mentioned her & posted about her here. But you'd have to multiply that many times over to grasp how much I really loved her. And now, she's gone.

I won't know what happened to her until sometime Monday. Right now, I haven't got a clue. She was so young & so fit other than a couple of lingering issues from her tough battle with COVID last summer. She still experienced bouts of fatigue & she occasionally got a rattle in her lungs that she never dealt with before COVID. But other than that her doctor said she was in excellent health. None of this makes sense.

As I sit here alone all I can think of is how much I wish I had held her & told her I loved her even more often than I did. So, please, everyone. Take advantage of every moment that you can with your loved ones & be sure that you let them know how much you love them because time can be so damned short.

Rest in peace, my beloved wife, Jana. You were my life, baby & I don't want to go on without you.

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So sorry, man.
 
Damn dude, I remember you always posting fondly about her. She seemed like she helped you make the most out of life and every time you mentioned her on here it was always in the most positive light.

I feel for you man. Life can be so unfair and random. Good luck with everything bro, we’re all here for you.
 
Fuck dude, I am so sorry to hear this. It's really tough to hear seeing as though you posted about so much and you just started you new life together. I can't even imagine how you must feel right now.
 
Damn dude. I don’t really post on here but I wanted to say that it was always refreshing to hear you talk about your lady in a positive light, compared to how often people seem to spend time with someone not that great.
Watcha gonna do? Train hard, say your prayers and eat your vitamins worked for others who came up against giant struggles. At least train hard, I’m not convinced of the other two. :)
The chances of you two meeting were so, so slim. Appreciating that you did manage to spend time together could be the start of some positive thinking to get the violent train back on track.
 
Terrible to hear. We all know how much you loved her. To lose someone too soon like that is devastating. Take comfort in your mutual family and friends and together remember her fondly. The pain and heartbreak is inevitable and will likely never go away but try to focus on the good times with her.
 
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