Again you're projecting. I don't know what your obsession is, but it definitely doesn't sound healthy.
No. Vaccines were highly effective in regards to hospitalizations and deaths, and middling effective in regards to reducing spread. I'm pro vaccine, but never supported forcing someone to take it against their will, although testing requirements were a good compromise. On a personal level I get why some people didn't want to take it as well, although the whole thing was used as a political football (on both sides) and the misinformation about the vaccines were out of control.