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"My orchestration of the Day of Retribution is my attempt to do everything, in my power, to destroy everything I cannot have," Rodger wrote in a 140-page manifesto obtained by CNN affiliate KEYT.
"All of those beautiful girls I've desired so much in my life, but can never have because they despise and loathe me, I will destroy."
He also said he despised men who had luck with women and said he would eliminate them, too.
"I will kill them all and make them suffer, just as they have made me suffer," he added. "It is only fair."
On Friday, that "day of retribution" came. Authorities say Rodger, 22, fatally stabbed three men in his home before killing two women outside a sorority house and then shooting a man at a deli in Isla Vista, California, leaving another 13 injured.
The impetus for most of Rodger's angst stemmed from his unfulfilled desires for women.
"As children we all play together as equals in a fair environment. Only after the advent of puberty does the true brutality of human nature show its face," he wrote.
"Life will become a bitter and unfair struggle for self-worth, all because girls will choose some boys over others. The boys who girls find attractive will live pleasure-filled lives while they dominate the boys who girls deem unworthy."
He described himself as a very jealous person, "and at the age of nine my jealous nature sprung to the surface."
When Rodger was 11, a friend he met through a chat room sent him photos of "beautiful naked girls," he wrote.
"When I looked at the pictures, I was shocked beyond words. I had never seen what beautiful girls looked like naked, and the sight filled me with strong and overwhelming emotions," Rodger said in his autobiography.
"I was traumatized. My childhood was fading away. Ominous fear swept over me. ... Indeed, a whole new world had opened up before me, and I had no idea how to prevail in it."
"Not getting any sex is what shaped the very foundation of my miserable youth," he said.
http://www.cnn.com/2014/05/24/us/california-shooting-suspect/index.html?hpt=hp_t1
"All of those beautiful girls I've desired so much in my life, but can never have because they despise and loathe me, I will destroy."
He also said he despised men who had luck with women and said he would eliminate them, too.
"I will kill them all and make them suffer, just as they have made me suffer," he added. "It is only fair."
On Friday, that "day of retribution" came. Authorities say Rodger, 22, fatally stabbed three men in his home before killing two women outside a sorority house and then shooting a man at a deli in Isla Vista, California, leaving another 13 injured.
The impetus for most of Rodger's angst stemmed from his unfulfilled desires for women.
"As children we all play together as equals in a fair environment. Only after the advent of puberty does the true brutality of human nature show its face," he wrote.
"Life will become a bitter and unfair struggle for self-worth, all because girls will choose some boys over others. The boys who girls find attractive will live pleasure-filled lives while they dominate the boys who girls deem unworthy."
He described himself as a very jealous person, "and at the age of nine my jealous nature sprung to the surface."
When Rodger was 11, a friend he met through a chat room sent him photos of "beautiful naked girls," he wrote.
"When I looked at the pictures, I was shocked beyond words. I had never seen what beautiful girls looked like naked, and the sight filled me with strong and overwhelming emotions," Rodger said in his autobiography.
"I was traumatized. My childhood was fading away. Ominous fear swept over me. ... Indeed, a whole new world had opened up before me, and I had no idea how to prevail in it."
"Not getting any sex is what shaped the very foundation of my miserable youth," he said.
http://www.cnn.com/2014/05/24/us/california-shooting-suspect/index.html?hpt=hp_t1
