That's how it starts. Then jiu jitsu becomes a love hate relationship, because your old life yells at you a little bit, an echo in your mind.
It's sort of like after getting married and all of a sudden you see all these old girls friends and they look great....and new girls are checking you out like mad, and you'll have a day when your wife pisses you off, for some reason and you start to wonder if it's all worth it...
But when you get over yourself, relax a bit and really think about what you want....it's her and only her that you want.