There's this girl I went to school with, she definitely liked me then and then about a year before the pandemic she hit me up again and we ended up going on a few dates. In some ways she's just my type in terms of looks(great legs, in decent shape) and interests(likes a lot of the same stuff I do) but at the same time I was hesitant to pull the trigger because there are some big red flags that tell me I don't want a LTR with her and I doubt she's interested in anything else with me. Anyway I missed an obvious opportunity to bang her, mainly because I was pretty conflicted about banging a chick who is that infatuated with me that I also have no intention of going the distance with and also I was becoming a bit more religious around that time too.
I'm fairly confident that was the right decision but the crushing loneliness and thirst brought on by the pandemic has often made me wish I made the wrong decision.