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well I'm glad I made you look into PTSD but be careful about self diagnosis. Stuff like this needs to be diagnosed.
Do you generally have aggression issues?
Thats the thing though I actualy don't have any anger issues and that me losing my cool was so uncharacteristic for me that if I don't feel rage about the knife incident I would feel deep guilt and shame for my own behaviour and the major thing that is bothering me is I feel like my existence and integrity has been shattered since I was looked at as someone who is rational and respectful but now I don't even know who I am anymore.:icon_sad: