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I spent most of my life pretty socially unconscious and finally got sick and tired of that. After being in the woods for awhile, I left home got a decent job started making some decent money, cleared my mind, changed my friends and environments. It's been about a year and I've done pretty well for myself if I honest can say so. I was usually the "nice guy" religious guy growing up and that's how I grew up and where my ethics and morals grew from. You live life long enough and well.... you know.
Anyways, over the past year I've been doing a lot of traveling, but finally got to a place where I learned I was lonely as hell. I'm 30, only had one serious relationship, back in high school. The rest of the time I've had my head in the clouds focused on nothing good but distractions. Anyways, I've got a successful business now, got some funds, clear head, and focused now I want to be on the hunt for some company or something.
Now speaking to all men, I'm sure you know the struggle with women and looking. Lately, I've seen a lot of good looking women and usually always revert back to my religion days and try to stay as focused as possible. I try not to even acknowledge and give any attention to some of these women I see. MY attitude is almost similar to "you're not coming home with me, so I don't need your images playing in my mind later... hell I want something real". I assume that would be pretty creepy when you are walking around like a robot, but at the same time I don't want to be out looking like a dog in heat with my tongue hanging out. Sometimes that good body just passes by and I can't help it and just shake my head, because it looks so good. Anyways, trying not to be creepy at all.. What do you guys do who have been doing this longer? Help a brother out.
Anyways, over the past year I've been doing a lot of traveling, but finally got to a place where I learned I was lonely as hell. I'm 30, only had one serious relationship, back in high school. The rest of the time I've had my head in the clouds focused on nothing good but distractions. Anyways, I've got a successful business now, got some funds, clear head, and focused now I want to be on the hunt for some company or something.
Now speaking to all men, I'm sure you know the struggle with women and looking. Lately, I've seen a lot of good looking women and usually always revert back to my religion days and try to stay as focused as possible. I try not to even acknowledge and give any attention to some of these women I see. MY attitude is almost similar to "you're not coming home with me, so I don't need your images playing in my mind later... hell I want something real". I assume that would be pretty creepy when you are walking around like a robot, but at the same time I don't want to be out looking like a dog in heat with my tongue hanging out. Sometimes that good body just passes by and I can't help it and just shake my head, because it looks so good. Anyways, trying not to be creepy at all.. What do you guys do who have been doing this longer? Help a brother out.
