I get to a point where I cant stop thinking, go into a panic attack, black out, wake up in the ER covered in dog blood, have another panic attack because of my fear of blood, black out, wake up with 2 1/2 penis in my hand in the roosevelt hotel pool (oddly enough, they're blood free), try to find the owners of said penises, get found out by the cops, have another panic attack, black out, and wake up thinking "I dont remember anything, I swear!" In mid interrogation.
So "I dont remember anything, I swear!" Is your answer.