i really hate this market.
my holdings get absolutely murked every day. it doesn't even make sense, anymore. financials? murked. tech? murked. semis? murked. solar? murked. metals? murked. biotech? murked.
10 year up? murked
10 year down? murked
10 year flat? murked
every fucking day, i'm pulling rabbits from my asshat in daytrades just to try to break even.
i keep looking at a flattish/green spy and the sector chart and get confused. i look at my watchlists and they're just bloodbaths... basically every day.
iv? murked. calls? murked. puts? murked. shares? murked. bonds? murked. dollar? murked. meme? murked. spacs? hahahahahahahaha (at least i'm not really in any, i guess). wtf? where the fuck is the money going? ally savings accounts? NFTs? everything seems retarded for the last ~2 months. and spy is basically unchanged, it's not like the market's collapsed. (shit, if the market collapsed, iv would be up and i'd be selling options...)
the irony is that i'm not even worried about any of my major holdings - i'm pretty particular about them and they all have an asterisk (buybacks, arbitrage, trading well under the price the parent paid a year ago - before industry run-up, etc), i just feel like i'm in bizarro world.
if it wasn't for the financials, i'd feel like it's just normal shifts from tech/growth to value. but my financials (hello, hedge?) are getting rekt. lolz.
for every $1k i make in daytrades i lose in underlyings somehow.
my portfolio: