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I understand dude. I have my many unexplainable compulsions. Most of mine are mental repetition stuff. I used to have more physical compulsions, but I've learned to adapt to mental compulsions to avoid being labeled as a crazy. That would be a problem at my job. My symptoms started at 23, and I'm 37 now. So, I've had time to adapt and evolve. I hear you about the meds too. The side effects are much worse than the actual problem.
I guess it's good to know we aren't alone in our misery. Mine started a long long time ago. My first real memory of it (other than my mom telling me I used to arrange my dinosaurs in alphabetical order and get pissed when she moved them) is the whole "complete letter" thing when doing homework in 6th grade. I trade explaining this problem I was having to my mom and started crying because neither of us understood.
My physical compulsions drive me way more insane than my mental. I don't want to even bring some of them up because I've kind of not been doing them lately... the pressure thing has hit hardcore since mentioning though.