If not, what do you need to do to get it there? What's stopping you and can you overcome it? What are you doing right, right now? I am definitely on the way, I'm finally moving away from the home town I hate so much and am comfortable with myself as a person. I am dying to get back in to school though, I just have a few hundred bucks I need to receive grants again. I should be back by the next semester if I keep working as hard as I have been. You don't have to answer the thread if you don’t want to. It's mostly to get you to consider them yourself more than announcing them to everyone. Maybe it's a situation that someone here can help with though, I know I am certainly not alone.