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After two years of training off and on do to work and life distractions and only getting to the gym only like twice a week and being a lazy ass at times lol, I stepped it up the pass two months and worked really hard. I thought I was getting a lot better but last week I got my ass handed to me and my tooth chipped ( my fault for rolling without a mouth guard) and I felt horrible and asked myself maybe I just will always suck! I came back to train this monday and told myself no matter what I'm gonna train hard! I ended putting one of my training partners to sleep by accident while rolling and felt horrible I couldn't even sleep last night it just left me with a horrible feeling and I felt like a low life, and than today when I'm feeling so down about my bjj game and thinking I will never get my blue belt and I got it! I just feel like I have a fresh start and want to tell you white belts out there or anyone just starting don't give up! Just keep showing up even when you feel horrible just keep training and doing your best! I have such a long way to go and so many holes in my game to fill, but its a great feeling and well worth the hard work. Keep training and learning people, hopefully I encouraged somebody with this