Lol you sound just like a meat eater trying to justify their killing. "B..b..but i only eat meat thats humanely killed" sounds just like "I only eat local produce..." thats grown with pesticides that indiscriminately kill animals just trying to survive lol. You don't kill bugs or use pesticides yourself in the same way most meat eaters don't kill chickens and pigs themselves. They, like you, pay someone to do the killing for you. Like i said you're "vegan" to the point that it suits you.
You only got a car (insect killing machine) at 39 and you only drive it when its less convenient to ride your bike lol. Exactly my point, you're vegan to the point where you don't have to sacrifice convenience. When the bike journey is a bit too far, causing an inconvenience, you jump in your car, plow into insects, wiping their carcasses off your windscreen as you go.
Your personal convenience is worth more than an animals one and only existence, yet you preach against animal cruelty?
I'd call that hypocrisy.