I used this calculator
IF Calculator and have found some disturbing truths.
Truth 1: I haven't been eating NEAR enough carbs. No wonder I am so weak now.
Truth 2: I need to carb cycle for this body recomposition to work. The calculator puts me at about 3000 calories (300g carbs) on strength training days, and around 2200 calories on non-strength training days (200g carbs).
Truth 3: I haven't been eating enough protein OR total calories. I think I've been averaging maybe 2200 calories per day, EVERY day. I never mix it up.
So with that being said, I spent about an hour this morning setting up some Google documents that list the micronutrients for all the things I usually eat. It was shocking how much I need to eat on training days. I've realized how important it is to break down calorie intake to see how much you really are taking in, versus how much it "feels like".
Here is an example of a training day meal plan. So far I have the workout protein and Chipotle PWO meal knocked out and I am not hungry at all lol.
Here is a small little database of meal macros that I eat regularly. I pick meals from this database. It is very incomplete as of now.
Finally,
here is a list of micronutrients for almost everything in my kitchen. I use this to put meals together.
Armed with this new information and plan of attack, I feel that 1) strength gains will come back and continue, 2) lean mass gains will actually start happening for once in my life and 3) bodyfat *should* drop as well.