thanks for sharing guys. i think the best medicine is definitely keeping busy with exercise and other things but as stated it's hard to motivate yourself sometimes when it's hard just to get out of bed. also keeping a good diet helps, the past couple of days ive just been snacking on shitty foods and not had a proper meal which is probably why I feel worse than normal, one of my friend overdosed about 2 weeks ago age 27 so it kinda brings it home how serious this shit can get. life's fucking tough sometimes no matter how easy it may seem you have it. I just feel like sleeping all the time if I could I would and I hate it when i've napped and know I wont be able to sleep again for hours and have to deal with being awake back in reality again.
it's also hard on those around you since it's not a very easy thing to understand unless you have it yourself, you alienate yourself from family and friends and most the time they just think you're being a dick/weirdo but that's not the case. i've never cut myself or attempted suicide but the thought are there mainly just as a release, knowing there's a way to stop the constant feeling of shittyness sometimes is enough of a relief to keep you going.