Amber Rayne Dies

To be honest, I'm not too familiar with any of the current performers. Literally, the last time I rememebr watching pornography was on those old black boxes that descrambled PPV (circa early 2000s).

I do remember watching an ABC (or 20/20) interview with Belladona and hearing some of the abuses she endured on set. That turned me off pornography all together - hearing how many performers resort to drug use to "numb" them from what they have to do left me with a sick feeling in my stomach.

I have nothing against people who watch or make pornography. I would just hope that they are doing it because they enjoy it, not because they have some horrible backstory or drug addiction.


Oh, let me blame my drug addiction on it being a way to deal with the work that pays for an fuels said addiction.

Go work at McDonald's or some shit. If you can't land a job there and maintain it, then you got more issues than a gaping asshole
 
To be honest, I'm not too familiar with any of the current performers. Literally, the last time I rememebr watching pornography was on those old black boxes that descrambled PPV (circa early 2000s).

I do remember watching an ABC (or 20/20) interview with Belladona and hearing some of the abuses she endured on set. That turned me off pornography all together - hearing how many performers resort to drug use to "numb" them from what they have to do left me with a sick feeling in my stomach.

I have nothing against people who watch or make pornography. I would just hope that they are doing it because they enjoy it, not because they have some horrible backstory or drug addiction.

Porn covers so many genres and various levels of say, intensity... there really is something for everyone.... if you're not searching free porn sites for something you like then what are you fapping to? Every man has to knock one out now and then.
 
Oh, let me blame my drug addiction on it being a way to deal with the work that pays for an fuels said addiction.

Go work at McDonald's or some shit. If you can't land a job there and maintain it, then you got more issues than a gaping asshole

were you on drugs when you wrote this nonsense?
 
always impressed by the porn knowledge in this forum. I dont know any of these people. Fap and forget crew~

I've overheard some really weird porn conversations in real life. It's always strange to me that guys will whip out their phones and show each other what they jerk it to. The strangest thing I overheard was a group of guys on the bus talking about whether or not they felt guilty jerking off to girls that had committed suicide. And they knew a lot of porn girls who had killed themselves: names, methods, reasons, everything.
 
Porn covers so many genres and various levels of say, intensity... there really is something for everyone.... if you're not searching free porn sites for something you like then what are you fapping to? Every man has to knock one out now and then.

Deca broke my dick.

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I've overheard some really weird porn conversations in real life. It's always strange to me that guys will whip out their phones and show each other what they jerk it to. The strangest thing I overheard was a group of guys on the bus talking about whether or not they felt guilty jerking off to girls that had committed suicide. And they knew a lot of porn girls who had killed themselves: names, methods, reasons, everything.
yeah, its surreal seeing guys talk about in public like that. Its like they're oblivious to how they sound in polite company. Especially the younger gen who grew up with instant and ubiquitous porn their whole lives; discussing a porn star is no different from talking about a Hollywood actress to them.
 
I saw that porn too. The German old/young gangbang, right? That girl took that bat like a champ.

I have seen so many bat in the butt video that they all blur together now. I need to watch stuff a bit more degrading these days to keep my edge.
 
It's news like this that remind me why I stopped watching pornography almost a decade ago.

It's not that I think there is inherently wrong with it, but I could never shake the feeling that these people are desparately unhappy and that I am deriving (fleeting) gratification from watching others doing something they don't really want to be doing.

While I'm sure there are performers who enjoy what they do, I think stories like Amber Rayne are more the norm than not.

It's disturbing how often you can tell they're out of their mind on drugs while doing a scene. In this day and age where there's no excuse for not having a basic understanding of psychology, I find all the judgement and hatred kind of odd. A lot of these girls were raped or molested or came from some other shitty home situation, and this is where they ended up. I don't understand having so little empathy for fellow human beings.
 
I read your explanation, I apologize.
 
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If you're celebrating this girls death, that's pretty fucked up.
Nope. I am having a conversation with someone on how to place gifs without the boarder. I posted the first gif I could find on the first thread. I'll delete the gif but you'll need to delete it too.

Edit: (proof) @Mike90
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