Lately I've been having this frustrating and confusing feeling about money because I no longer feel like I know what a dollar is worth anymore.
There was a time not so long ago when if someone told me they make $50k a year or paid $2k a month for their apartment I knew what that meant. I felt like I knew the value of a dollar and how it related to items in the real world.
Now I don't know what any of this shit means anymore. When someone tells me they make $70k a year I struggle on whether to think of them as poor or middle class. When I see an apartment listed for $3k a month I don't know whether I'm getting a deal or getting hosed.
Like shit just doesn't make sense to me anymore.
I really hope things slow down and the financial situation becomes more stable again because at the moment I just feel like I don't know what to strive for or where I stand in general.
Same, a lot of it is inflation over time. $50k 10 years ago is the same as $66k now, in terms of buying power. $50k 20 years ago is the same as $87k now.
For me it's compounded by not living in my home country (which has had very high inflation in that period) for 5-6 years, going back is super confusing as I haven't thought in that currency for a long time.
When you're younger time passes more slowly, you develop a relationship with numbers, like the average salary is $50k, $70k is managers/seniors, anything over $90k is big boy territory.
But now $90k seems to be the new norm and it's difficult to get my head around in day to day activities.
One positive is that I have learned to think in a new currency, and it's only been 5 years with lower interest rates, so the numbers make more sense.
Revamping your understanding of money is a great thing to do as you get older imo. It's not a single currency in a static state, the world is like a hundred monopoly games being played simultaneously each with a different currency, and players can trade with people in other games, and every turn the reward for passing go and the cost of property increases by 3%.
Simple example that's already confusing enough.. money is weird.