I know it's been a week since this heartbreaking news made rounds, however I felt the time wasn't right to give my full thoughts on Evan Tanner, the human being as well as Evan Tanner the fighter.
Now, after a week to fully reflect, I guess there's never quite a better time.
As a fighter, I retort to my words in another post regarding Tanner, posted back in June..
http://www.sherdog.net/forums/23913942-post38.html
I couldn't put my thoughts on his fighting career any better than I did in that post. Sickeningly, I never thought or hoped that the post I wrote that evening would serve as a eulogy for a lost star, however regretfully and remorsefully I bump it up to be. Evan left it ALL in the cage, whether he won or lost. He never gave us fans anything but 115 percent every fight and never left satisfied unless the fans left happy.
As a human being, he truly and genuiely was one of a kind. In a world full of assholes and douchebags who don't have the balls to live for their dreams and follow them, Evan Tanner was as unique as the day is long and as decent as they come. As good of a fighter he was in the cage, he was even more genuine outside of it. I've heard many of experiences involving Tanner remaining back HOURS after the fights had ended, signing autographs, bullshitting with fans and treating them all like they were long lost friends. In a sport which has grown in popularity like wildfire, causing some to get big time egos, Tanner NEVER lost track of who he was and the worth of the fans. I had the pleasure of having many Myspace message exchanges with Tanner. My most fond however was one where I put a blog regarding some depressing life issues for my friends to see. He responded by telling me something prophetic.
"I know you're hurting and that is justified. However, don't ever lose sight of the path and continue to walk it. Sooner or later you will get where you need to be and your journey will be able to be looked back on with fondness."
I was as moved by his words then, however I've been even more moved by them since his passing.
Evan, I promise I'll keep following that path and not lose track of it. My only hope is that one day, some day, I'll follow it enough to be able to say I can see you again in another life. Until then, Rest Well Brother.. Your name and legacy will NEVER, EVER be forgotten. Thank you for everything and I'll see you again.
Jason