Remember,there is always a little voice in the back our heads looking for an excuse not to have to train.
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That voice is our ego's.It is not us.If we all led our life by listening to our ego's the world would be a terrible place.
I can practically put every bit of serious trouble i have ever been in down to listening to my ego.
Sometimes it is VERY difficult to ignore your ego,but the way ahead is to see him for what he is.He is a trickster-He wants you to believe that he is you.
He jumps on the back of your personality,and because he lives in your mind,it is easy to think he is you.Well he isn't-He is a trouble maker and is not to be listened to.
He is not your spirit.Your spirit is the real you.And your spirit and your ego are on opposing sides of a battlefield in your mind where daily wars are fought.
He's the one that tells you to jump out of the car when someone cuts you up.
He's the one that tells you to have a word with the fella in a Bar who is looking at your missus.
He's the one who tells you,you are a pussy if you let someone bump into you and don't tell the bloke off.
He is also the one who tell's you not to go training-because you might get tapped.
Every time you ignore your ego your spirit becomes a little stronger and your ego becomes closer to dying.
Don't get me wrong-If you see him for who he is,he can be a useful little fella-If you can harness his competitiveness,and his will to win it can be a very good thing,
but like everything-too much of a good thing is bad-and listen to him and treat him as your god and you will never go training.
The more you react to what your ego is telling you to do the more you become his slave,and your life becomes one big reaction.
You are pulled from pillar to post all day everyday and become controlled by your ego,and the more this happens the more powerful he becomes.
"THE GREATEST TRICK THE DEVIL EVER PULLED WAS CONVINCING THE WORLD HE DIDN'T EXIST" The Usual Suspects.
Well,the greatest trick your ego ever pulled was convincing you that he is you.
Remembering that passage helps me when I am reluctant to spar the big, strong or very talented new guy.