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I need to start takin better care of myself too.
Do it. Just do it.
The longer you wait, the harder it is to get right, and some damage can't be undone.
I need to start takin better care of myself too.
What do you guys try to think about when your trying to sleep?
I had a friend who became addicted to meth and started shooting it up. When he first became addicted his parents and family intervened by taking him to a rehab clinic where he was able to give it up and become a devout christian who lived his day to day life on the teachings of the bible. I don't how or what happened but somehow he changed and went straight back to shooting it up. He would hear voices and think he was in a war zone so one night he ended up in some car park, broke the window of a car and slept in the back until the cops arrested him the next day.
Ever since then he's never been the same because he used to tell me that when he was taken to the mental health ward they had a secret underground area where they performed satanic practices and did experiments on him. After that he's never mentioned it and has never been the same person I used to know before the addiction. I believe the "original" is either dead or being kept for experimentation and the "person" they released is a clone of him.
From what I've read clones cannot completely function 100% like a real person and they require some sort of stimulant to keep their brains functional on a basic level. This is where I believe the meth comes into play because cloned brains can't produce endorphins on their own and need it in unnaturally high levels to sustain itself. I've been around him a couple times when he shoots the meth and everything revolves around getting the meth and shooting it into his vein. Once it's done he goes from hearing voices and people screaming to then talking in tongues and screaming out of his window at the sky. Then he does it all over again and it seems like nothing can change this behavior. Because of all this I believe the friend I once knew is no longer alive and has been replaced by a synthetic duplicate with implanted memories
I can think of many many things. For me, life is not never ending ennui; it's endless variety. And I think I may copy your AV for myself. Still love it.Suppose they do successfully transfer your consciousness into something/someone else, wtf are you gonna do for 100 years or whatever?
you talking about reincarnation or probability theory?Fear of death is just a product of your ego. It's already happened an infinite amount of times before and will happen an infinite amount of times again. Enlightenment is the only way out of the endless cycle
The thought of death keeps me awake, I usually think of my daughter and how better to support her future, I usually think of colleges and the conversations we will have in the future (she’s only 10 right now), then I think of how well financially prepared I already am for her and my wife, this brings immense comfort.What do you guys try to think about when your trying to sleep?
Tipping, ketchup on steaks, and my girl sitting on another man's lap.
What do you guys try to think about when your trying to sleep?
The interesting thing about dreams is we rarely notice how ridiculous they are until we wake up. Only with the waking comparison does it seem ridiculous. Maybe there is another level where the waking world is like the sleeping world.
I die in my dreams too so it isn't dying.