Actually i had a gf who i thought may murder me one day! She'd get up every morning around 5.00am to go to the loo, and i'd always listen to her walking back in case she opened the cutlery drawer in the kitchen to take the big knife out.
I could easily imagine her stabbing me to death. She was mentally unstable, she suffered with paranoia, and she could think up crazy things sometimes and believe them to be true.
She did actually attack me once because she suddenly thought i'd been having sex with all her co-workers! She'd been in the bedroom and said she had counted the condoms and lots were missing.
I told her i didn't even know where she worked or know any of her co-workers names, never met them.
I was in the kitchen doing the dishes. I had my shirt off as it was summer and quite hot. Anyway all of a sudden she leapt at me and scratched me on my chest! She actually drew blood too.
I grabbed her, put her in a headlock, dragged her to the front door and threw her out on to the balcony and shut the door!
Months earlier i mentioned her behaviour to my GP. He became very concerned for me and actually told me that i should leave the relationship straight away.
He said from what i'd told him, it sounded like she could very well be psychotic! She had told me in the past that her brother was a schizophrenic, but i'm not sure whether mental problem run in families or not?
I wasn't scared of her, just a little concerned early in the morning!
I didn't end the relationship when the doctor told me to, i did that about 8 months later. The reason for that was because it was the best sex i'd ever had. She never, ever, said 'no' to sex, always wanted it. If ever i suggested something different, she would just say 'sure,' straight away.
I'd never met a woman like her. She actually told me one day that i could have sex with her while she was asleep if that was what i wanted to do! I'm not making this up.
I replied that that sounded a bit rapey to me.[coz it really did.]
She turned and looked at me with a really confused look on her face and said, 'but you're my boyfriend.'
So i know i'll never find another woman like her again, she was unique.[in more way than one.]