Terrifying Situations

AGGAMEMNON66 said:
I now understand why everyone wants to kill you. Thanks for clearing that up.
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Not many people wanted to kill me. I brought people together and, I made allot of people loads of money, so I was protected very well from many sides, plus I had my own means that I choose to employ, so I owed nobody anything. If there was a problem to be solved, I would solve it, if people were in need of something, or someone I would find it/them. Good research and organizational skills coupled with intense drive, focus and discipline, I was on my game constantly. I didn't care much about anything but pulling off game as clean and flawlessly as one could dream, it helps that I was suicidal and was prepared to die. It made me a cool customer indeed. The main advantage was my love and respect for the application of knowledge. I was addicted to the feeling of epiphany of new knowledge acquired, the challenge of a wide range of "problems" and the power that came with successful outcomes.
 
Exi-Meta-Tran-Man said:
Not many people wanted to kill me. I brought people together and, I made allot of people loads of money, so I was protected very well from many sides, plus I had my own means that I choose to employ, so I owed nobody anything. If there was a problem to be solved, I would solve it, if people were in need of something, or someone I would find it/them. Good research and organizational skills coupled with intense drive, focus and discipline, I was on my game constantly. I didn't care much about anything but pulling off game as clean and flawlessly as one could dream, it helps that I was suicidal and was prepared to die. It made me a cool customer indeed. The main advantage was my love and respect for the application of knowledge. I was addicted to the feeling of epiphany of new knowledge acquired, the challenge of a wide range of "problems" and the power that came with successful outcomes.
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Dude, what did/do you do? This is hard to make sense of without having any context. It sounds interesting whatever it is.
 
HunterIII said:
Dude, what did/do you do? This is hard to make sense of without having any context. It sounds interesting whatever it is.
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I would be a fool to give out specifics, but the range of activities was wide and deep. As much as it saddens me, I don't regret, or feel ashamed for any of it, as I was born into what I was born into, and that's that. A product of a modern civil society. The economy and governments depend on it. In fact the political and economic modals/theory's/ideologies largely enshrine lying, stealing, cheating and violence as a legitimate means of organization and action. And that will have to change in order for us to get beyond our evolutionary adolescence.

With all that "negative" experience, and being a reformed man, I have valuable perspectives that I must try to get to the broader public. It's my redemption. Although, I have considered the possibility that I am bat shit crazy, and as ignorant as the next fellow.
 
its hard to have stories like you guys when i dont talk to anyone and never leave my house
 
Exi-Meta-Tran-Man said:
I would be a fool to give out specifics, but the range of activities was wide and deep. As much as it saddens me, I don't regret, or feel ashamed for any of it, as I was born into what I was born into, and that's that. A product of a modern civil society. The economy and governments depend on it. In fact the political and economic modals/theory's/ideologies largely enshrine lying, stealing, cheating and violence as a legitimate means of organization and action. And that will have to change in order for us to get beyond our evolutionary adolescence.

With all that "negative" experience, and being a reformed man, I have valuable perspectives that I must try to get to the broader public. It's my redemption. Although, I have considered the possibility that I am bat shit crazy, and as ignorant as the next fellow.
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Still just as confused, still just as interested lol.
 
I'm deathly scared of moths.

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HunterIII said:
Still just as confused, still just as interested lol.
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Sold Amway:D

I was employed at the tender age of 13 to break into cars, by 14 I was stealing and selling credit cards and being paid for arson and B&E's, thing progressed to all realms by the time I was 18. It sucks, but I was committed to the lifestyle. The things I/we got into were very heavy indeed by the time I was 20. Looking back it all seems impossible for such a young guy to have made it that far/deep. Allot of things had to come together for it all to work out as it did. The thing is, when I get to writing it all down, there will be absolutely no need to exaggerate or embellish a thing. I am in a way grateful to have had such an unusual life, but also haunted by it, and deeply effected by it everyday of my adult life. I didn't have a normal childhood at all, and almost no parental supervision or guidance. I was on my own very young. And in many was I was really lucky that I came out as unscathed as I did, because I feel I can give something back in a big way for all the pain I endured and caused.

I would love to get every story off of my chest, as there is much for the general public to learn, but in this world people will stone you in a pit for having such a life, and you will lose social, political and economic power if it's not delivered in the right way.
 
once we hiked down Bear Mountain & we had to make it back by 5pm before the air lift closed.

of course we didn't make it back because like a bunch of jackasses we went off the trail to explore & couldn't find it again. we were completely assed out, a bunch of dumb city boys lost in the woods. my shoes & feet were completely wet because I stepped in a mud sinkhole that was the equivalent of quicksand (it ripped my shoes off when I escaped & I dove my arm in elbow deep to pull it back out haha).

anyways it started to get dark & cold & we were all covered in mud. we didn't panic, yet, & then my buddy who was the one who was supposed to have all this shit down tells us to be quiet. we all do, hopeful that he heard someone or something.

he then yells out desperately "HEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLPPPP, HEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLPPP US PLLEEEEEAASSEEE"
that's when we all started to panic. haha

luckily, after an hour or so, we saw lights & heard accordion music being played. we followed it & out of the fucking blue, the woods opened up to a giant empty lot with some kind of bratwurst festival going on.

the hilarious part was that everyone was dressed in lederhosen & clogs & shit, not even bothering to question us coming out of the darkness, covered in mud etc. the food was awesome as hell too.
 
When i was a young boy in Greece and someone set fire to our farm and surrounding areas. Our property lit up like a christmas tree and as we drove to safety all you could see around you was an inferno. The sky was pitch black with smoke and It looked like a war zone. Greece is notorious for fires as its extremely dry in the summer and people throw cigarettes every where like idiots. However that summer (1996) was particularly brutal and allegedly it was leaked that Turkish spies were intentionally commiting arson to Greek forests all through the 90s. How true that story is im not sure but i did witness 2 people on a dirt bike intentionally set fire to our farms so there's that.

http://www.ekathimerini.com/137956/...ormer-turkish-pms-arson-admission-fuels-anger
 
Different drivebys - one at a movie theatre

getting chased by a lunatic pro boxer with a knife as a fifth grader... (not naming... wasn't famous either, butwas a champ)

I think most of the really scary shit I've seen was as a kid. Not sure if that's for the better or worse, but as an adult it would probably take much worse stuff to be really terrifying in my eyes

Exi-Meta-Tran-Man said:
Being held hostage and tortured was harsh. Long, but cool as fuck story behind all that.

Being in the middle of three Natives in a back ally as one held a screw driver under my eye and two stood behind me one with a 5 pound sledge and the other a saw.

Seeing people stabbed shot or beaten while held against their will always make me feel a little ill. And it was always a bit nerve racking when doors where getting kicked in, or gang warfare was taken place. Was in one that had a reported 400 people in. Truth is only about 150 where there to bang and the rest were just spectates really (the press like to exaggerate.

I guess any time I have had a gun held to my dome x2, but I can probably come up with at least 100 situations very easily where my blood was up.

Oh, also had a crazy boarder crossing once.

Most of it I can't get into to much, or even mention for obvious reasons. Most of those situations where terrifying, but I always stayed emotionally detached in them, it was the defining characteristic that saved my ass every single time.

I will post em as I remember them.
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Damn scro, were you a pizza delivery man, or something?
 
Im not sure if Ive ever been terrified in the truest definition of terror, that suggests debilitation. Friends OD'ing, vehicle crashes and observed violence though Ive all found quite scary. Also being around anyone with a seizure disorder is fucked up cause you never know if its the last one. Stuff Im not remembering for sure, probably selective memory.
 
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9/12/2001 - I was a US soldier stationed overseas at Camp Colbern, South Korea. I was asleep in my bed and it was some time after midnight on the 12th when my sergeant pounded on my door. All he said was something like, "Alert, formation, 20 minutes at the company. Some shit is going down". We'd had o-dark-thirty drills before but this is the first time he said, "Shit was going down" so I ran after him to ask about it. I didn't see him but I heard a TV behind a door, loud. Hearing this triggered me to run back to my room and turn on the TV ....and see all the carnage in New York. We saw it all unfold, and my heart turned over in my chest. The image of smoke coming from the World Trade Center was like the disgust one gets from a horror movie; except this was all too real. The words on screen read, "America Under Attack".

I was terrified; for myself and for everyone involved... I was particularly upset thinking that my family would be worried about me.
 
Exi-Meta-Tran-Man said:
Sold Amway:D

I was employed at the tender age of 13 to break into cars, by 14 I was stealing and selling credit cards and being paid for arson and B&E's, thing progressed to all realms by the time I was 18. It sucks, but I was committed to the lifestyle. The things I/we got into were very heavy indeed by the time I was 20. Looking back it all seems impossible for such a young guy to have made it that far/deep. Allot of things had to come together for it all to work out as it did. The thing is, when I get to writing it all down, there will be absolutely no need to exaggerate or embellish a thing. I am in a way grateful to have had such an unusual life, but also haunted by it, and deeply effected by it everyday of my adult life. I didn't have a normal childhood at all, and almost no parental supervision or guidance. I was on my own very young. And in many was I was really lucky that I came out as unscathed as I did, because I feel I can give something back in a big way for all the pain I endured and caused.

I would love to get every story off of my chest, as there is much for the general public to learn, but in this world people will stone you in a pit for having such a life, and you will lose social, political and economic power if it's not delivered in the right way.
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Wow, thanks for clarifying. That is definitely not a normal childhood. I think telling your story for the public would be great, as I am certain you are not alone.
 
Two home invasions (never in my own house thankfully), and one domestic assault with butter knife from a roommate who was not supposed to be on the premises and also was supposed to be in a holding cell. There's a few other situations but i didn't find them terrifying because i didn't have time to process it until way later.
 
I have posted this before but the Boxing day Tsunami was a really shitty situation to be stuck in the middle of.
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Home invasion when I was home sick from school. I was only 13 at the time.
 
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