Yeah, my wife said the same thing. It just fucking sucks because I have to see the effects of his bullshit on my brother/sisters/stepmom. And I was trying to be calm. I wanted everyone to be happy and my kids love my brother, my brother needs to be around my kids but my toxic ass dad ruins it. Last night we were watching boxing and he was annoyed that I didn't like his fighter, but I didn't talk shit about his fighter. I was neutral, I didn't have a dog in that fight and just wanted to watch a good boxing match. Then he starts fucking with me and I'm not letting that ride. I try to help him and be positive, build him up and he starts fucking with me.
I hate it because I let him bring me down to his level and my brother saw me act just like him. I let that boy down.