So do I, but it helps. I have some other issues and for a long time I isolated myself and tried to "man up" like I've done my whole life. I never got better, I got older and the problems were always there, but they were just hidden beneath the surface. When I finally had enough and was desperate to get better I forced myself to talk to people that were going through the same problems that I was dealing with and it was like a boulder being lifted off my back. I still deal with my issues everyday, but it helps knowing that you aren't the only one and you can talk about it with others. At least for me that helped. It's a hard long road by yourself, brother.