Thats why so much of the worlds great art comes from pain, not all of it obviously, but there are deep layers of raw emotion that you can only achieve after youve been ripped apart by pain and misery, it takes you inside yourself and allows your soul to speak through your art
Music was my first love and it still has a strong hold on me today and it will forever, simply because of the emotions it can stir inside me as i listen to the subconscious stories being told by the artist
Thats why i love things like the Johnny Cash - American Collection or Amy Winehouse - Back In Black, these albums are more than just a bunch of songs, they are deeply damaged people crying out in pain through their music and as a deeply damaged person myself, I'm attracted to that shit
Pain and trauma in my childhood destroyed me but I also still crave it to this day, what a fucking mess