I’m sure it is man, I was being facetious. I don’t mean to denigrate what you do. Electronic music strikes me as something relatively easy to do mediocrely but, difficult to do very well. I have a very strained relationship with music. I grew up in a home where music was a huge part of daily life. My folks were classical and jazz musicians, and played with several world class groups and notable shows. The SF Symphony, Phantom of the Opera, Sf Ballet were a few. So naturally, I was expected to learn how to play several instruments from the time I was able to walk. I had ADD and, struggled with the amount of focus and, dedication it took to get any since of competency. I remember asking my dad how long it would take to get good at playing the violin, he told me that it took at least 7 years to get any good. At some point I ended up realizing that I didn’t have the discipline, drive or passion it took to practice for 3 hours every day and, ended up resenting it. I feel like it is similar to growing up in fundamentalist religious community and leaving it. Sorry I ended up rambling there. I just wanted to give some context, sorry if I caused any offense.