I don't like hanging out with people irl and I figure that's kind of weird. Most people enjoy human interaction. It gives me anxiety and stresses me out to be around other people for too long unless it's a woman I'm dating. Even bjj. I enjoy it but as soon as the roll is done I'm ready to go home. I always prefer jobs where I have to deal with people less. Sherdog is where I have most of my social contact. I share a lot about myself here including embarrassing stuff so I understand how I come off as weird, especially after I admitted that I found a 16 year old attractive. I'm kind of glad that I admitted it here though. Better to make grave social mistakes online than having to deal with being an outcast irl. For the record, I never actually hit on her. I'm not a predator. I just admitted to thinking she looked attractive. She looked like she could be 18. People will still call me




phile but I didn't do anything wrong. Girls don't magically become attractive on their 18th bday.
I have a girlfriend anyway.