I mean Gnosticism in a broader sense, Catharism is a form of Gnosticism. Gnosticism should also not be taking literally, its a metaphorical religion/philosophy(?) ... i am not sayng you do, just though i should mention it, since Gnosticism is so much deeper than it first seems.
I personally do subscribe to a Gnostic "school" but to the idealistic version and not the dualistic one. Mainly because i think the dualistic view as a whole is outdated and materialism/determinism is for mentally challenge people (laterally, just look at
@Mike no offence).
I do agree that we are living in some kind of hell, specially if one considers that everything you love and cherish will be taking away from you, and if not you will still die so you will be detached in one way or another regardless. Besides, sorrow and misery last longer than happiness, my friend lost a child, when the child was born she was happy for like a month and then when the child died, well it happened 2 years ago and she is still in pain.