I just had a blackout. Not me, electricity, candles and I was dumb enough some old day that if I chop my phone like a tomahawk the light comes on. Everything is still out except this old computer, and phone I guess. I'm in the dark . How evolved have we moved, i'm blaming it on humanity, With the old fist, from the sitting position, I likely can't smash through a dresser, but I'm sure my door with two locks is primarily fiberboard, I am 100 percent sure I can punch my arm through my front door. I got a poster on my door no one has seen because they're come-iners. ...also, I'm the worst. When you post a clip, I always don't move, I listen to the clip all the the way through, because that's the statement, sometimes, when we get rolling I'm on another page. I know, when I conversing with the gods and I send a heartfelt clip to to someone, and it's not fair to expect you to feel what I'm feeling, that's what the clip is for. I haven't cried, but I've been caught here in the dark on all the clips.
Kowboy, next time you talk to Pete, tell him to give you my number. I won't answer on the first hundred rings, but the one after. I'm crying to old shoes right now, and that's the best version of CCR, I get fucking SMU?G and Cynical and have heard it all, there's just variations of the same shit, I get sad, I used to spring at the heft of the world, but when i spring the same there's just a bird and airplane and a blue sky. I get from a few people now and then when i text or toss a letter, variations of enthusiasms, what have you been doing, what's going on, ....how does nobody know who your are. I haven't been wasted, nobody who knows me knows I've been here, the ones who do, I mean 16 years on only income just to talk to people, they know, but they how I am, so it's a wash.
I've said a lifetime, this place and you guys have saved my life a million times. The folks who love me, I think only my little brother who brought me her has ever even seen me here. "You should write."
1998 Donny, STFU